Everything is
so damn difficult... I
find myself completely locked of wills and dreams.
Cannot open my eyes because they are sew and so is my heart.
I can't bread...
I feel that I'm caged inside reality and so I am not allowed to fly to my inside world and dream...
what's happening with my world?
Everything is falling apart...
Everything is breaking the walls of my trust and confidence.
I feel that I am a wet paper that will disappear at any deep instant.
I am not sad...
I'm just losing the confidence in myself... and I don't even know why!
Is this a dream?
I don't know but I do know that hurts too much.