Everything is so damn difficult... I find myself completely locked of wills and dreams.

Cannot open my eyes because they are sew and so is my heart.

I can't bread... 

I feel that I'm caged inside reality and so I am not allowed to fly to my inside world and dream...

what's happening with my world?

Everything is falling apart...

Everything is breaking the walls of my trust and confidence.

I feel that I am a wet paper that will disappear at any deep instant.

I am not sad...

I'm just losing the confidence in myself... and I don't even know why!

Is this a dream?

I don't know but I do know that hurts too much.